It's been like couple of months and I haven't written a single piece. Somewhere I am being missed a lot. So much so that the person is so loud on whispering it feels, screaming.
Every time a new start is a door full of opportunities which opens up with lot many mysteries too. Figuratively, the troubles that we find while initiating are not mentioned in the books, thus there is no obvious path for anything. We have to look for the odds, keep the ones who lead you ahead and rest in accordance.
In this journey of life, I after 25 years have realised one thing for sure. There is no one for you, you yourself have to stand up. Fight with the monsters and march out strong. And this is pretty much logical, even the loved ones can only guide you to the place, but the steps are to be taken by you.
Controlled emotions throughout the life till now has shaped me as what I am today. All that I have been doing and pursuing has been contrastive and under renting. There is always a thing which has bothered me a lot.
Though haven't figured it out completely but something is there holding me back. That which sways you out far in the desert. Back in times I have altered much of my schedule and arrangements for the sake of being totally tumble free for others. Now that I have realised, for them I was just another fellow finding it's way to please them. This was an issue which I exhausted myself over thinking it.Everyone needs a driving force that can pop you up each time you're about to quit. It can be anything a person, emotion or an enigma. Something has to be there which can covert you from unnecessary grindings. Put you in a position where to stand or to fall can be felt for real.
Obsession can lead to a very fruitful understanding of a thing which can be applied for precise use. I personally have always been obsessed about stuff which has led me to be better in few things and not good at lot many things.I prefer my platter to have things less in number but more in quality and not the other way.
In this journey of life after all the struggles and hardships we learn one and the only thing about life is that we are to ourselves and nothing is gonna change this. So why not live up for self! Admire the privacy and respect other's for the same. While you trying to live somewhere in the storms you realise, holding back was never the option.
Eternity can only be found when you realise that its not a place to reach but an emotion to be felt.
Endurance of engrossing yourself into a deep salvaging thought process arcing around your aim, many often forget to identify the praises for their efforts. Consider it a weird habit of mine, but I toast for myself every time I go down. I cheer my failures. Moreover, I sound like a North Korean leader here, but I bloat for getting failed and acquiring a chance to get back and achieve it again. The passion solely drives the endeavor in you. But people often dupe themselves in the system along with others and mess it up eventually conning themselves by comparing.
Thriving over the idea of working harder and harder each time you fall back is the progression of you to the ultimatum, that emerges you out of the darkest. Ample of individuals are in a hope to make it grand but never work for their dreams and always cry for not being life-filled. Now straighten out a thing for me, how can one be satisfied if they don't believe in self?
-You work, play, sleep and ravish everything that surrounds you, for what? -Why do you always keep checking your luxuries?-Have you ever stopped worrying about the possibility that you'll be dead by tomorrow? If it's all about you each time than why don't you realise, that it was always about YOU.
"No stone should be left unturned when it's you with your happiness."
Every religion in this world says the same thing, "the Almighty lies within you" it is always with you in every deed of yours irrespective of whether it's good or bad. People can judge you for your wrong deeds or applaud you for the right ones. But ultimately its you who is responsible for its existence and occurrence.
Justification is vital only when you're doubting yourself and not when others doubt you. Steal the moments where you can live all by yourself, respect your true being, stand for your beliefs, go over board if needed. If this has to be described in my way, "no one gives a shit about you the way you do." So just stop being a dick and harden yourself for every situation you might face working for your goal.
With all that perseverance and hard work, wake up each morning by the aim to hit the bed again but only with something meaningful in your sleeves. If you fail the first time, thank god, for now it won't be called as a fluke. If it goes for the second time, consider it was in a hurry, for the third time than you're missing out something very important. But what if this goes on for multiple times? Change your approach.
An idea can only fail if it hasn't been thought genuinely, so if the success is deferring you for some reason, think about your idea again. You'll definitely sort it out. Also this all can be counted only if you trust yourself, else it is just another RaGa going gaga over the brand new season of Chota Bheem.
Finally make sure you execute this at least once,
"You don't fail to forget it forever, but you fail only to understand the importance of why it shouldn't fail the next time."
Life as it has been perceived from ages is very volatile. It always has a sudden urge of exploring the inner ideas of nature which eventually leads to evolution. It can be sufficed as,
"Collation of unnatural objects present naturally on the surface of Earth summoning it's existence is, evolution."
Considering the general implications that life in a higher analogy is compiled as nature and the only thing it expects to be constant is a Change.
Anything and everything in nature changes in one or the other forms. The zoology changes and so does the botany. 😋 In fact even a stone on the surface doesn't acquire the same position for long being of no significant use.
Evolution is the biggest example about change where things evolve to become better, stronger and brighter. Additionally it has been concluded that evolving is a necessity and not just an option. Thus expecting anything and especially on life to be the same is being foolish.
But the ground reality is people want stability in life so that they're unperturbed. They want it to go as smooth as possible without disturbing their course. Also it should provide them with utter silence and a low static conjuncture. How is this possible? Like seriously!
Though this are the probable comparisons, in fact considering our own body which itself doesn't remain the same.Expecting such is something like you want to stop the corruption by illegally paying the officers to not get paid illegally. Yes you heard that right, being foolish.
Thus comprising all the arena and trying to adapt them can be very extreme. Like one either understands it instantly or takes a lifetime to learn.
So 'change' which is resembled as the uncrowned king concludes all of it in three wonderful words (it doesn't include loving or hating anyone). They are,
Change is permanent.
Stings are always a way of expressing gratitude towards the dolts that are on a pre-social norm of doing idiocy in our surrounds. We have been reviewing the storms of this galore to the repetitive and weirdest of it in actions which has changed the course of nature's consequent.
Some of the by fluke events that have been witnessed in the medieval era has resulted in history defining moments. While the modern era also have alike glimpses of that CIA agent who was about to shoot the vice president but the last nerve of sense held him from that blunder.
Every time something happens it affects the near future in an accordant amount. So I can draw an analysis that the events are linked to one another. Does that implies that everything is planned? All that we have been doing and everything that we'll probably do is all meant to happen in the prescribed order. Than the randomness of an event to occur is zero which is a contradiction to the uncertainty principle.
I find this ambiguity an interesting phenomenon where we are bound to do something that we haven't thought of and do it eventually. A 'no control on things' feeling is amusing. Irony here is that deja vu too holds certainty. Strange, Yeah!
So here we are on a board where tripping on either side is probable while any one of it is sure to happen. One side is of surety, genuineness and guarantees while the other side is full of randomness, irregularities and absurdities.
Every step on the board results in one action and options being only two so the person trips on any one of them. But considering the earlier discussion which indicates that the ambiguation is taken for granted which concludes that the person won't ever trip on any side while tripping might happen on both the sides together.
I know this has by now pulled all your nerves that keep you low temper and you would kill me if I cross you now. Still the question remains as to what would happen?
Today's case is more like a journey whose desire is to keep the traveller on its toes instead of laying back seat. While the journey progresses, the events that occur are relevant to the path that has been chosen. Like you won't easily find water in a desert or sunlight in Alaska. Also no beer in Gujarat (legally speaking :p) and no buttermilk in Spain.
So long shit short,
We either have all the control on our life or we don't have any of it. Thus,
Just be whatever you want to be and stop stressing for what is not in your hand.
