Somewhere in the storms..

It's been like couple of months and I haven't written a single piece. Somewhere I am being missed a lot. So much so that the person is so loud on whispering it feels, screaming.

Every time a new start is a door full of opportunities which opens up with lot many mysteries too. Figuratively, the troubles that we find while initiating are not mentioned in the books, thus there is no obvious path for anything. We have to look for the odds, keep the ones who lead you ahead and rest in accordance.

In this journey of life, I after 25 years have realised one thing for sure. There is no one for you, you yourself have to stand up. Fight with the monsters and march out strong. And this is pretty much logical, even the loved ones can only guide you to the place, but the steps are to be taken by you.

Controlled emotions throughout the life till now has shaped me as what I am today. All that I have been doing and pursuing has been contrastive and under renting. There is always a thing which has bothered me a lot.

Though haven't figured it out completely but something is there holding me back. That which sways you out far in the desert. Back in times I have altered much of my schedule and arrangements for the sake of being totally tumble free for others. Now that I have realised, for them I was just another fellow finding it's way to please them. This was an issue which I exhausted myself over thinking it.

Everyone needs a driving force that can pop you up each time you're about to quit. It can be anything a person, emotion or an enigma. Something has to be there which can covert you from unnecessary grindings. Put you in a position where to stand or to fall can be felt for real.

Obsession can lead to a very fruitful understanding of a thing which can be applied for precise use. I personally have always been obsessed about stuff which has led me to be better in few things and not good at lot many things.
I prefer my platter to have things less in number but more in quality and not the other way.

In this journey of life after all the struggles and hardships we learn one and the only thing about life is that we are to ourselves and nothing is gonna change this. So why not live up for self! Admire the privacy and respect other's for the same. While you trying to live somewhere in the storms you realise, holding back was never the option.

Eternity can only be found when you realise that its not a place to reach but an emotion to be felt.